Deathphoria (Remastered), by Jessica B. Kelly

Deathphoria (Remastered)

by Jessica B. Kelly

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Goldisocks I listened.
I heard.
I lost my way.
I am changed. Favorite track: Nitroglycerin.

Davbot A review in verse:

I want to take you places you don't want to go.
I'll show you all the things that you don't want to know.
Gifts of truth wrapped in razors lie just inches below.
Salt the Earth, and poison the well
Yet I still grow, from this tiny patch of hell.

Oasis: Very Gothic Trap. Epic.
- Favorite track: Oasis.

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1.	Oasis 03:05	lyrics	buy track
Waiting on a god that never hears Living alone in all my fears Living in the shadow of reality Slicing my skin just to bleed Wandering in the desert, no manna for me Waiting on water to quench my needs Give me oasis, what I need Give me sight, so I can see Waiting on a god that never hears Living alone in all my fears Living in the shadow of reality Slicing my skin just to bleed Wandering in the desert, no manna for me Waiting on water to quench my needs Give me oasis, what I need Give me sight, so I can see Waiting on a god that never hears Living alone in all my fears Living in the shadow of reality Slicing my skin just to bleed Wandering in the desert, no manna for me Waiting on water to quench my needs Give me oasis, what I need Give me sight, so I can see Some sort of places, just for me Some sort of box for all to see Some sort of places, just for me Some sort of box for all to see Some sort of box for all to see For all the hells You’ve given me Some sort of box for all to see For all the hells You’ve given me
2.	Torture 03:35	lyrics	buy track
In this tortured prison I’m stuck in my head In this lonesome hell I still beg for death Scared to see it through My deliverance awaits In this tortured prison Here I remain In this tortured prison I’m stuck in my head In this lonesome hell I still beg for death Scared to see it through My deliverance awaits In this tortured prison Here I remain
3.	Hanging on by Razor Wire 01:52	lyrics	buy track
Hanging on by razor wire Watching as my life expires Hanging on by razor wire Sinking in this quicksand mire Hanging on by razor wire Watching as my life expires Hanging on by razor wire Sinking in this quicksand mire Hanging on by razor wire Watching as my life expires Hanging on by razor wire Sinking in this quicksand mire Hanging on by razor wire Watching as my life expires Hanging on by razor wire Sinking in this quicksand mire
4.	Nitroglycerin 05:57	lyrics	buy track
Can you hear me I’ve lost my way Can you see me I’m gone today Can you find me I’m fading fast Can you feel me I’m numb today Nitroglycerin Don’t you come too close Nitroglycerin Can you hear this prose Nitroglycerin I have lost my way Nitroglycerin Stay the fuck away Can you hear me I’ve lost my way Can you see me I’m gone today Can you find me I’m fading fast Can you feel me I’m numb today Nitroglycerin Don’t you come too close Nitroglycerin Can you hear this prose Nitroglycerin I have lost my way Nitroglycerin Stay the fuck away Can you hear me I’ve lost my way Can you see me I’m gone today Can you find me I’m fading fast Can you feel me I’m numb today Nitroglycerin Don’t you come too close Nitroglycerin Can you hear this prose Nitroglycerin I have lost my way Nitroglycerin Stay the fuck away
5.	The Hand That Pulls Me Underwater 01:52	lyrics	buy track
Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it I am your friend Protector Respecting All that you have left Take my hand Depart this land Let us go onward Together I am your friend Protector Respecting All that you have left Take my hand Depart this land Let us go onward Together Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it Do it
6.	Deathphoria 02:52		buy track

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Newly remastered as of 9/17/23!

After a severe Bipolar 1 manic episode and subsequent major depressive crash, Jessica processed her illness in the form of creating this EP. A dark, macabre look into the worst of depression, it's not for the faint of heart, as it exposes her ruminations and ideations in a way that only those that have been to hell and back can truly understand.

There are no guitars, bass, or drums on this EP. It is peak desolation.

It is NOT recommended for people dealing with major depressive thoughts, however it may offer insights for people that do not.

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released March 24, 2023

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Jessica B. Kelly St. Louis, Missouri

LGBT Musician, Heavy Metal Head-banger. Also sometimes electronic and industrial nonsense <3

Also part of Jessica B. Kelly & The Void Conspiracy

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